What have I done?
What have I learned?
What have I broken?
What have I burned?
How have I landed here so bruised?
There’s nothing more to do.
There’s no one left to use.
Even if there was, I could not choose.
Each of you is borrowed, also blue.
My little poison’s slipping, too.
American, I can’t refuse.
I’ll have another, here’s to you.
You who held me,
You who felt me,
You who changed me,
Who enraged me.
I forgive you. I forgive me.
I love and love and love
And I wouldn’t change a thing.